Jum3a mbarak 2 all of you

Sitting here watching the jomah prayer live from makka ,, while looking at my younger brother having “walkers french fries “ filling his tummy before going downstairs for lunch, in the other end of the room mums talking on the phone whereas my sister is getting ready for horse ridding! & someone’s over here is so m7tara in how to spend her day and not knowing where to go? Eeeeeeeh I hate going out on Fridays!!!!
Ooo that was quick,! Just received a phone call from a beloved friend asking me to go out to the cinema with her , yeah I guess that would do for today!!!

How cruel is that?

تعلمت

تعلمت
ان جرحي لايؤلم احدا في الوجود غيري
وان بكاء الناس من حولي....لن يفيدني بشيء



تعلمت...
ان اثمن الدموع واصدقها..هي التي تنزل بصمت.
..دون ان يراها احد



تعلمت....
ان افرح مع الناس....وان احزن وحدي
وان دواء جراحي الوحيد...هو رضائي بقدري



تعلمت....
ان من راقب الناس...مات كرها من الناس
وان من حاسب الناس على عواطفهم نحوه...كان بينه وبينهم
حبل مقطوع لايربط ابداً
وانه لو اعطي الانسان كل مايتمنى...لأكل بعضنا بعضاً



تعلمت....
انني اذا كنت اريد الراحه في الحياة..يجب ان اعتني بصحتي
واذا كنت اريد السعاده يجب ان اعتني بأخلاقي وشكلي
وانني اذا كنت اريدالخلود في الحياة يجب ان اعتني بعقلي
وانني اذا كنت اريد كل ذلك يجب ان اعتني اولاً...بديني



تعلمت....
ان لا احتقر احدا مهما كان
فقد يضعه الله موضع من تخشى فعاله ويرجى وصاله
وانه لولا المرض...لافترست الصحه ما بقي من نوازع الرحمه
لدى الانسان



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ان لكل انسان عيب
وان اخف العيوب...مالا يكون له اثر سيء على من حولنا



تعلمت....
ان البيئه التي نشأنا فيها كونت شخصياتنا..وان افكارنا وطموحنا
هي التي تعيد صناعة شخصياتنا وتغير من شكل حياتنا.



تعلمت
ان الكثير منا كالاطفال
نكره الحق لانه نتذوق مرارة دوائه..ولا نفكر في حلاوة شفائه
ونحب الباطل..لاننا نستلذ بطعمه ولا نبالي بسمّه ؟؟؟



تعلمت
ان جمال النفس يسعدنا ومن حولنا
وجمال الشكل يسعد من حولنا فقط
وان من علامة حسن الاخلاق..ان تكون في بيتك احسن الناس
اخلاقا...



تعلمت.....
....انه ربما كان الضحك دواء
والمرح شفاء
وقلة اللامبالاة احيانا منجاة...
لمن اورثته الهموم والاعباء
واني حين اضيع نفسي...اجدها في مناجاة الله
وحين افقد غايتي الجأ الى كتاب الله تعلمت
ان اسوأ انواع المرض ان تبتلى بمخالطة
غليظ الفهم
محدود الادراك
بليد الذوق
لا يفهم ويرى نفسه انه افهم من يفهم



تعلمت
ان العاجز ... من يلجأ عند النكبات للشكوى
والحازم ... من يسرع للعمل
والمستقيم ... الذي لا تتغير مبادئه بتغير الظروف
والمتواضع ... الذي لا يزهو بنفسه في مواقف النصر



تعلمت....
انه لو كنا متوكلين على الله حق التوكل لما قلقنا على المستقبل
ولو كنا واثقين من رحمته تمام الثقه لما يئسنا من الفرج
ولو كنا موقنين بحكمته لما عتبنا عليه بقضاؤه وقدره
ولو كنا مطمئنين الى عدالته لما شككنا في نهاية الظالمين
وان لله جنودا يحفظوننا ويدافعون عنا منهم....

<3 this game

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag friends.
5. Everyone tagged as to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

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1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Check up on it


2.HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
4 lollipop


3.WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Beat of my heart


4.HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Bleeding love-Leona Lewis



5.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
The cup of life-Ricky martin

6.WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
With you-Chris brown


7.WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Tokyo Drift –fast and furious -:P


8.WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Crazy in love,,, hahah that’s funnaaaaay

9.WHAT DO YOUR TEACHERS THINK OF YOU?
Miracle-cascada

Ehehe me Lovin this game

10.WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Ride it-jay sean

11.WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Sweet 16- Hillary duff …aaaaaaw



12.WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND(s)?
whine up

13.WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Rumors- omggggg O_o

14.WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Don’t give up-Siobhan Donaghy

15.WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Low-FloRida feat. T-Pain

16.WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
In the ayer

17.WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Run the show-kat deluna

18.WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Temperature- Seun Paul

19.WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR??
Real love-Massari

20.WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Forever-chris brown

21.WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Shake it metro

22.WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
She wants to know-Karl wolf

Tagged by 7ato0otaa.deviantart.com

STEP ONE:
Spell your name with songs.
S: Show me all the reasons that you ought to e with a girl like me.
H: Hey girl now that I got you here with me, alone
A: A disease of the mind it can control you
M: nothing in mind
S: she's a one eighty seven Her looks are her weapon
A: ain’t gon? Play nice, watch out you might just go under

STEP TWO:
– Name: shamsa
– Birth date: 21-sept
– Nickname: mamasy
– Eye Color: dark brown
– Hair Color: brown

STEP THREE:
–The shoes you wore today: flip flop
– Your fear(s): not achieving my dreams
– Your perfect pizza: margarita with pepperoni
– Goal you’d like to achieve: succeed in life “ enshalla”

STEP FOUR:
– Your best physical feature: my Nose ! I guess
– Your bedtime: 12

STEP FIVE:
This Or That…
– Pepsi or Coke? Coke
– McDonald’s or Burger King: McDonalds
– Adidas or Nike: Nike
– Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neith0er
– Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
– Cappuccino or coffee: coffee

STEP SIX:
Do You…
– Smoke: No
– Curse: sometimes
– Sing: yes
– Dance: yes
– Take a shower everyday: XD akeeed
– Have a crush: yes
– Do you think you’ve been in love? Yes
– Want to go to college: I’am right now
– Like(d) high school: peeeeeep not at all
– Want to get married: yap
– Think you're attractive: yes XD
– Think you’re a health freak: noooo
– Get along with your parents: yes “ el7mdlla

STEP SEVEN:
In the past month…
– Gone to the mall: yes
– Eaten an entire box of Oreos: hmmm 3 packets
– Eaten Sushi: yes XD
– Been on stage: no
– Gone skating: no
– Made homemade cookies: no
– Stolen anything: no



STEP EIGHT:
Ever…
– Played a game that required removal of clothing: hehe no & what the hell
– If so, was it mixed company: ?
– Been beaten up: no
– Shoplifted: no

STEP NINE:
– Age you hope to be married: yom alla yreed
– Numbers of Children: 2 boys and 2 girls
– Describe your Dream Wedding: simple yet elegant and classy
– What country would you most like to visit? Japan, New York

STEP TEN:
In the opposite sex..
– Best eye color?: black
– Best hair color?: dark brown
– Short hair or long hair? Ofcorse short hair but not as short as an army cut
– Height: 170 &above

STEP ELEVEN:
– Number of people I could trust with my life: 3 excluding my parents
– Number of CDs that I own: I used to own hundreds- not nymore
– Number of tattoos: none
– Number of piercings: 3 on each ear

Personal Quiz
Who were you with yesterday? Yadooo ..HUG HUG
What woke you up this morning?: mobile phone ringing
Where are you? Lying on my bed
Is tomorrow going to be a good day? enshalla
Do you like anybody? yes

THE PAST
Ever thrown up in pubic? do hospital entrance counts?
Passed out because of alcohol? No
What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW? Sis and her endless phone calls

IN GENERAL
Do you like candy necklaces? no
When was the last time you fell over or ran into something? Long time ago
What was the last thing you ate? lunch
Are you a fast typer? Yes
Have you ever moved? Moved like???
Have you ever won an award? yes
Are you listening to music right now? La2
How long ’till your birthday? 6 months
When were you the saddest in your whole life? When dad passed away ☹
What time is it? 4:14pm
Do you use ebay to buy or sell? no
Who makes you mad? Negative people and LIERS ‘ uhh they get on my nerves
Have you ever heard a song written about you? yes haha
Something you want to happen in 2009 ? people in mind change their personality
Summer 2009? Spain, America
Honestly, do you miss 2008? : not really

HONESTY SECTION
1. Honestly, what color is your underwear? WHAAAT the hell
2. Honestly, whats on your mind? What a question!!!!!!!!
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? Duhhh answering these damn questions
4. Honestly, have you done something bad today? no
5. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? mum
6. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? no
7. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: lame people
8. Honestly, do you bite your nails? No
9. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder? yes
10. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? yessssss
11. Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now? Mmmm not really
12. Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like? yes
13. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat? No but I get up to drink water
14. Honestly, do you like anyone? duhhhhh
15. Honestly, does anyone like you? yes ..

ANGER SECTION
1. What do you do when you’re mad? ignoreeeee
2. What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad? Yelled at small bro
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? no!

CRYING SECTION
1.When was the last time you actually cried? 2 day
2. Ever cried yourself to sleep? yes
3. Do certain songs make you cry? yes
4. What usually makes you cry? When people don’t understand me

HAPPY SECTION
1. Are you usually a happy person? Yes el7mdlla
2. What makes you the happiest? Wayedddd ashyaaa2
3. Do you believe in yourself? yes
4. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy? Yes ^.^

Platform <3 'z

Sergio Rossi


Rupert Sanderson
Roberto Cavali
Pedro garcia
Jimmy choo <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgX7dgk_oadaB5_S4qj3U-bIMp_m3L1l9uZdZ1Kl7I71wGJ7yJLnGYvUrZQjte0u7D0UcsI-jtXiGBy_RW_9p1eI0cpY_XKkOZZtAKmrYoGKhNqVvpxFcUeT96c2i_y_5Jl8JHXMWYH3vM/s1600-h/jimmy+choo.png">And another by Jimmy choo
Christian Louboutin-really comfy

Nizar Qabbani

so into Nizar Qabbani lately

إختاري

إني خيَّرتُكِ فاختاري

ما بينَ الموتِ على صدري..

أو فوقَ دفاترِ أشعاري..

إختاري الحبَّ.. أو اللاحبَّ

فجُبنٌ ألا تختاري..

لا توجدُ منطقةٌ وسطى

ما بينَ الجنّةِ والنارِ..

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التحدّيات

أتحدّى..

من إلى عينيكِ، يا سيّدتي، قد سبقوني

يحملونَ الشمسَ في راحاتهمْ

وعقودَ الياسمينِ..

أتحدّى كلَّ من عاشترتِهمْ

من مجانينَ، ومفقودينَ في بحرِ الحنينِ

أن يحبّوكِ بأسلوبي، وطيشي، وجنوني..

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قولي أحبك

قولي "أحُبكَ" كي تزيدَ وسامتي

فبغيرِ حبّكِ لا أكـونُ جميـلا

قولي "أحبكَ" كي تصيرَ أصابعي

ذهباً... وتصبحَ جبهتي قنـديلا

قـولي "أحبكَ" كي يتمَّ تحـولي

فأصيرُ قمحاً... أو أصيرُ نخيـلا

الآنَ قوليهـا... ولا تتـردّدي

بعضُ الهوى لا يقبلُ التأجيـلا

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يدك

يـدُكِ التي حَطَّـتْ على كَتِفـي

كحَمَامَـةٍ .. نَزلَتْ لكي تَشـربْ

عنـدي تسـاوي ألـفَ مملَكَـةٍ

يـا ليتَـها تبقـى ولا تَذهَـبْ

تلكَ السَّـبيكَةُ.. كيـفَ أرفضُها؟

مَنْ يَرفضُ السُّكنى على كوكَبْ؟

لَهَـثَ الخـيالُ على ملاسَـتِها

وانهَارَ عندَ سـوارِها المُذْهَـبْ

I <3 and can't live without

The best cleanser "makeup remover"

I love all em

long lasting

freshest toner ever

one of my fav mascara's

hometown: hand bag

natural looking

* a7bh*

daily morning and night cream

I Love Love love

daily lipstick

I adore

My Baby

Hug Hug

* check it out again*

-to be continued-

watermelon art-

In <3

And If Allah

Touches you with harm, there is no one who can remove it but He;
and if He intend any good for you , there is none who can repel
his favour which he cause to reach whomsoever of his slave he wills.

QURAN SURAT YUNEUS
(chapter of jonah) verse 107

" allhuma Ameen"

اللهم يافارج الهم ،
وياكاشف الغم ،
ويامنزل المطر ،
ويامجيب دعوة المضطر ،
وياعالم السر ،
ياأرحم الراحمين ،
وماتوفيقي الإبالله عليه توكلت
وهو رب العرش العظيم